Wednesday 13 February 2013

Cambodia Day 5....or the Day a Sliver of our Souls Died




Today was always going to be a big day on the tour; a day to learn about and visit some of the sites of the Cambodian war.  I’m still not sure if this was a war, a rebellion, a revolution or simply a stain on humanity’s soul – probably a bit of each and a lot of the latter.  Whatever the case, it seems to me the story hasn’t yet been fully told and in the words of our guide, maybe in a hundred years we’ll know the truth.


Just like the Ginger Pig!
Fish Dish?
It started with a familiar site/sight (?) in SE Asia, a market.  Surrounded by smells, sounds, smells and strange sights we pushed through the throngs of early morning shoppers on our way to meet our bus.  Did I mention the smells yet?  Imagine a tin of open cat food in a tuna sandwich and you get the idea of what it was like to stand between these two stalls J

The bus journey to one of the Killing Fields was an opportunity for our guide to let us know about the horrors of life back in the day.  She had lived to tell the tale and told it well.  I shan’t go into the details; this isn’t a political activist’s blog, nor a wall of denunciation.  

(Another horror we learned is that Cambodians, to clean the water, grow morning glory on top of their open sewers aka rivers.  Morning Glory or Water Spinach is one of Julia’s favourite foods and this knowledge deeply upset Julia’s heart and stomach!  It was to be a while before she could trust that the morning glory she was eating wasn’t the “organic” variety our guide had described.)

The Depressions, aptly named, marking the sites of mass graves
 On arrival, there was a stifling heat at the Field and in the leaden atmosphere the group shuffled amongst the depressions in the ground.  We’d been told that the whiter “stones” in the ground weren’t stones at all and despite not wanting to look here was another reminder of how grisly human curiousity can be.

The signage was clear as to what we were witnessing. 

The one-legged beggar stood on the other side of the wire fence surrounding the Field, hand held out as I walked the perimeter, seemed to compound my feelings of humanity’s inadequacy.  Was he preying on our shame and sadness, hitting us like a good marketing man, in our hour of weakness?  Or simply doing his best to survive having had his leg blown off by one of the landmines “we” had sold the Cambodians?

Stupa housing recovered bones
The Stupa erected to hold the bones of those discovered at the site did manage to give an air of dignity to what otherwise was a horrifically desecrated old Chinese burial ground.  Visiting a mass grave somehow didn’t seem to be such a great idea after all.  I wonder how the poor spirits of the Chinese buried there felt?

Barbed Wire to Stop Prisoners Committing Suicide








By the time we arrived at S21, one of the notorious prison camps in Phnom Penh, Julia and I were jaded by heat and horror.  Visiting one of the buildings was enough.  Learning that some of the leaders of Pol Pot’s band had joined the Royal Government that came afterwards, leant history the stench of something sinister, something unfinished.  There was a feeling that nothing had ended, nothing really changed. Who knows?  

We left a little early, in search of refreshment and inadvertently came upon a little lady, no more than 12, selling bracelets her mother made and showing that perhaps there was hope.  She took a shine to Julia and certainly enjoyed joining in the neck massage Julia gave me in exchange for a bracelet – thumping away on my back with a little trill of laughter.


We left the group as they broke for lunch and went for a massage – though to be fair it was more of a back-rub with thumbs involved.  Then we had a short rest by the pool before a couple of drinks on the roof of the hotel in time for the old King’s cremation. 

The King is Dead, Long Live the King
There was a long gun salute and a massive fireworks display, with billows of smoke rising from the Imperial Palace as his body burned.  We were privileged to have witnessed what was a momentous day in Cambodian history; whatever our thoughts on the rights and wrongs of their leadership, there was no denying what the occasion meant to them.


We all ate dinner together in the hotel then went off to bed, glad that we slept in more peaceful times.


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